So with reference to the movie..
I start to wonder.. What exactly is happiness?
Happiness to an infant might be having milk to drink.
Happiness to a toddler might be playing with the kid next door.
Happiness to a primary school kid might be running in the school field.
Happiness to a teenager might be getting a brand new computer.
Happiness to a working adult is earning lots and lots of money?
But is getting a job that you don't fancy
and making yourself work for the money considered happiness?
Actually....... i don't know. Haha!
Some might aruge that, in Singapore, it's all about being practical.
You need the money to get this get that in order to make yourself happy.
Well, controversial.
For myself, I knew i don't want to stay
in my ex-company cos i don't like the industry.
And other miscellaneous operations issues that
contributed to my leaving. So.. I got out!
I was happy at that moment that i tendered. Period.
That's probably my version of the shortlived "Pursuit of Happiness".
:p
Now, i'm into a totally new industry not knowing what to expect.
Am i happy?
I do feel glad that i don't have to deal with the shit from my ex-manager.
But the new environment and being fresh to the industry is really tiring.
I don't feel happy but at least i am not unhappy :x
Anyway, I guess i'm still a simple person.
During ITE days, i tell myself i want to do big things in life.
But i guess all that enthusiasm died off.
Unless there's a major hit in life and things are rock bottom.
I guess i won't do anything to change my current lifestyle.
Yes, i'm a weakling.
My fighting spirit during my ITE and early poly days,
seems to just die off without myself even knowing.
The movie said:
"Maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue.
And maybe we can actually never have it no matter what."
It's true, isn't it?
Happiness is only a moment of the state of your mind.
I guess maybe the insane people are the only happy people in this world.
Cos they don't remember what unhappiness is much less happiness.
Maybe they screwed up themselves in their pursuit of happiness! :x
But hey, at least NOW they don't worry about how to make themselves happy!
Ok, i think i am going insane.
Thanks for reading this chunk of crap! Haha!